I really wish I was writing about something like our trip to Disneyland or the latest fun project we've tackled, but unfortunately that's not the case. It's only noon today, and my heart is so heavy. I think everything is sinking in today. My dr. came in this morning when Ethan was here and asked if we had any questions. One thing Ethan had been wondering about was what my chances were of dying here in the hospital when we're so close to the OR and everything. I thought it was silly to ask, and assumed that my dr. would laugh and say, "Oh, she's at no risk." Nope. She was completely serious when she answered and said she had been discussing my situation with another colleague and debating a few issues. One issue was whether I should have one i.v. site or two. I was really hoping to avoid having an i.v. but she explained when you start losing blood very quickly it can be very difficult to get an i.v. started. Another issue they were discussing involved keeping my blood type (A positive) or O positive and negative close by. I guess it takes half an hour to to get the blood from the lab downstairs. We talked about Ethan giving blood because he's O negative, although I couldn't just get his blood in a transfusion because it doesn't work that way. (Basicallly it would just be helpful if he gave because there would be more of the kind I can get in the blood bank.) What else was there? Oh, yeah . . . they will test my blood every few days to do a "cross-match" with what they have. I'm not sure why this is important but whatever. :)
Before today I felt like I was just "humoring" my dr. and Ethan by willingly going along with what I was supposed to do. Now I think I'm understanding more of how Ethan feels and why he gets upset when I don't take it very seriously. He won't have to worry about that anymore; I GET IT! :) (finally)
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That's a lot to make you gulp isn't it? Kimberley - can you clarify exactly "what" your situation is? Why they are so concerned? I will be keeping you in my prayers. I know this would be tough at any time of year - but especially during the holidays.
You're in my thoughts and prayers! I was on bedrest for ONE day with Nick, and I thought I'd go stir crazy. But my friend had twins and did the last 12 weeks on complete bed rest, so I know it's possible to do it! Wish I was in Boise so I could come and visit you. Have you thought of starting a project of some sort to keep your mind off things? Like crocheting a baby afghan or something? Might break up the TV time :)
Oh love you sweet sister. I'm sorry that this is so hard for you but I thank you for following orders. There are a lot of people that I love VERY much who NEEEED you to be safe! (Me too!)
I didn't realize it was that serious! Too bad you(and in a general way, not you specifically) can't just have anyone walk in and give ya blood if you needed it, cause I'm o positive as well, but I did just donate some a couple weeks ago. But I am wondering too, what exactly is your situation? And how far along are you again? (these things seem so hard to keep track of!) Hang in there!
Kimberly! Oh my goodness, I had no idea! I tried calling you today, then tonight decided to check up on you. I'm so sorry. We've been out of town the last week. I can't imagine what you and your family are going through! I'll try calling you again to see what we can do to help. I'm sure Ethan is feeling quite burdened down as well with all the responsibilities on his shoulders now. Ez and I will watch out for your family. I found something that I hope will help and lift you a little during this hard time. We'll pray for you, your family, and your sweet little girl!
http://www.youtube.com/mormonmessages#p/u/6/coef8G5ax6E
Lindsey Gwilliam
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