Saturday, January 23, 2010
Sad
My kids all left the hospital crying tonight. It made me cry too. The one that kind of broke me was Allison. She has been a little quiet at times, but she has been so strong since I've been here. Tonight I didn't even realize she was sitting there with tears rolling down her face because she was in a chair that was out of my line of sight. Ethan noticed and signaled me and I had her come cuddle up on the bed, then she and I were crying and Emily was crying and Ryan too. I told the kids it was time to go home with Daddy and Emily said, "I don't want to leave!" I guess Ryan has been saying "no mama" a lot too at home. Most of the time I think the kids are doing really well but I guess tonight I saw a different side. I'm sure they were tired too, but I know this is wearing on all of us.
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:( I'm so sorry. That's got to be so tough. Hang in there. You've made some critical milestones and I really believe you're starting to come out the other side of this thing.
And for whatever reasons, it listed me as Eliseo. Sheesh. I hate it when it does that!
this too shall pass. :( i'm so sorry for the tears. it makes me sad as well. your kids HAVE done amazingly, haven't they?! how are you feeling today?
I can't even imagine. Every night when I wake up with kids I also look out my bedroom window (just a habit I guess) and your van is in sight. I always think of you, Ethan, and your sweet little children and how hard it would be to go to sleep at night with no mommy there and you by yourself. This post made me cry! I feel like I love you guys so much and can't wait for everything to be back to normal in your life. Hang in there and I'll plan on the bus tomorrow!
Oh man. I bet that just breaks your heart. Your almost done though, and then you'll be home with all your babies!
:( That breaks my heart. I can only imagine how tough this has been on all of you. I know this is SO much easier said than done but hang in there! You are so close to the end! There are many prayers being said for all of you each day.
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